Darwin

Hrmmm.. Its another Friday morning right now, and god-bless my brother is still sleeping so that I can use the broadband. As for that I haven't been blogging for a long time, here am I. But honestly, this blog has been very quiet since last month, I've lost inspiration on what to blog about, seriously.

Somemore, the convenient of FaceBook photo albums application has made me update more there instead of my own blog here. This blog used to have at least 150 hits per day but it is now around 50 perday? Hrmm.. what should I do to retrieve the hits?

Ohhh.. maybe its because I dont have my own internet connection and laptop yet, cuz you know how "crap" my desktop is now (its sometimes so lag that when you want to open a application,eg,Photoshop, it would take the time of which you can go brush your teeth, and maybe make a cup of Milo). Sorry for letting all my readers disappoint everytime when you visit this blog to see no updates. But, you still can always follow me at Facebook, I always upload a lot of recent activities photos! =)

Click here for Eleven's birthday gathering. (Latest)

Actually, I can blog a lot, like back in those days. Blog about what I did these days, school stuff, swine flu, gathering, boyfriend, etc etc. Its just that I got no time for these. No, its not that I don't have the time, its just that I rather spend some times on other things now, like teman-ing him as he is leaving for ShangHai so soon that I can't believe its tomorrow.

*sobbed*

Speaking of which, I can also blog about him too! And there's like a hell lot of stuff I can blog about, if the topic to be him and me. Haha but a bit paiseh (malu) since my brother reads my blog. Lol. I will la maybe next time =)

It was such a shocking news when he said his boss asked him to go with her to ShangHai as the boss wanted to check up their Saloon in a 100+ levels tall skyscraper in ShangHai city. The Saloon's name is "Hair Secret", but in Brunei they call it the "Hair Cut City". They even have one outlet in Singapore.

So basically, he has to go to Singapore first for 2 days, then to ShangHai, and leaving me in Brunei for 1 whole month! crazy can. Its like Ive been seeing him for almost everyday, and now he's gonna be out of my sight for one whole months (plus 4 days). Hais.. *sigh*

Damn, and hope he doesnt get "AHEENEE" (h1n1) back.

... I've developed this photo and we put it in his wallet yesterday night. Such a small thing, but I dont know why it felt so sweet and warm. (and he even kept the price tag thingy of the first necklace I bought him before we are together, in somewhere in his wallet) Gahhh, Im so gonna miss him when he's gone. T___T

(btw, he rarely read my blog. so ya)

Until then people, I will update more. =)

Envy &Love

Another day has gone

I'm still all alone

How could this be

You're not here with me

You never said goodbye

Someone tell me why

Did you have to go

And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself

How did love slip away

Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

You are not alone

I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

You are not alone

All alone

Why, oh

Just the other night

I thought I heard you cry

Asking me to come

And hold you in my arms

I can hear your prayers

Your burdens I will bear

But first I need your hand

So forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself

How did love slip away

Then something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

For you are not alone

I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

And you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'

And girl you know that I'll be there

I'll be there

MJ - You're not alone.

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Thank you Jane, for the 13 lovely love clips! I've always wanted to get those small clips since like forever! They do sell in the mall, but it cost $5 for freaking 3 pieces only! Surprisingly, Jane bought me some from KL! which I didnt even tell her that I want one! Thanks.

=)

Next, some shots of Envy =)

Best of the best today! =)

So sad, I still havent do a blouse for her. =(

Anyone wanna help?

MJ

The legend....

will be remembered forever.

RIP pop king.

Envy

For those who has been following my blog for years or months know how much I'm in love with BJD (please dont be dirty minded of what BJD is alright), its Ball-Jointed-Doll. BJDs are dolls that you can customize their make-up, clothings, hairs, etc. Go to DeviantArt, and search for BJD and you will find how pretty BJDs are.

When I first saw how cool they can appear in photography, I fall in love with them, and I started collecting their photos,etc (which you can see I always use them for my blog header right?). I even vowed to myself that I will buy one when I can next time, because it doesn't cost cheap for one (adult size = US$500 +, teens size = US$300+, kids size = US$200+), the cost is only for the body and wig, excluding clothings,etc.

BJD is the name of the doll,

and the brand name is DIM.

I really wish to have one!

Hey, why does the speaker looks like the one in my room?

Hrmmm.... ok la, to tell you the truth. I own one BJD !

*run around in joy*

Yayyy~!

*big smile*

A friend of mine, from Melbourne, told me he got a gift for me but refuse to tell me what it is, so I wait for quite a long time, as the shipping took about half a month. Despite the long waiting time, I was excited all the way since the day he told me about a gift.

One day, the man from the post office called me up and said my parcel has arrived, I got up from bed and went to the post office straight after the call, which somehow I had a difficult time finding the place, somemore its my first time to receive a parcel leh...

When the person took out a long rectangular box with some Korean writting on it, I smiled and knew it! It 99% is BJD! I was like O M G.

The custom have to check the contain of the box, receiver have to open it infront of them and let them see, so, the 2 men were so curious about the "patung" and were asking up and down about it. I explained to them while falling in love with the naked, bald BJD.

It is totally naked with no clothing nor hair.

(the wig is in the plastic)

I brought her home and named her Envy.

it comes from N-V.

N stands for the first letter of my friend.

V stands for "vinnie" (in some way)

Envy is a teen girl, with flat boobs. Hehehe.

But she's so cute! =)

I brought it to Lynn house and showed her, we both made a dress from her blouse which was bitten by her cat, but it doesnt seem so nice so I removed it after 2 days. Her current skirt is my favourite! I made it! We bought the lace at KB, and then I simply just turned it around her waist and pinned it.

Her necklace, cool right? It was from some decoration beads from some blouse which were not in use anymore. I sewed it up and it looks perfectly fit as a necklace.

Her headband, its a ribbon! =D

I love Envy so much! =D

Thanks Nelson for this great gift!

Now I dont have to use someone else's BJD photos for my blog header! And I will make clothing for her in future! And also make-up! She looks so pale now, cuz her face is still clean. I'm still learning tho. =D

If ure interested in these, google BJD, in deviantart, or in youtube!

=D

Until then..

=)

1073.4

sometimes i do not understand why there is this 'thing' that alter people's moods and feelings up and down so easily. It is just like our economic's floating exchange rate's graph with graph line fluctuates frequently. you may wonder what 'thing' im referring to, yes indeed, you may guess it right, it is love. let's narrow it down to couple's love. (since the single word 'love' convey a wide range of meaning). yes, i was saying, love, relationship between a girl and a guy.

night before, some friends were out for a nice decent coffee with some latest topics to share. one who she was always the loudest among all; one who she was the joker and could make everyone laugh at her red honk-able nose; one who she we all was surprised of her total silent that night.

I sat beside her, and knew it at first that things were different, she was different. Without hesitation, i turned to her, asked her a sentence which is so short that consisted 3 chinese words only, and she nodded. I knew it! it is always the culprit, love, which makes people changed so much. we girls know it so well.

i ask no further more of what is happening because there were other people there (limteh),we dont want to spoil mood right? so, we girls should wait till a time when we have our girly talk, then we can start complaining and blabbing about that evil culprit. and that time, i somehow start thinking about things...

for both to maintain, you need trust for each other (yes, i know you all know this, but just to talk more, i crap more then). I believe trust is very important. when you lost the trust toward the other side, things will go bad, seriously. for a LDR, this is even more important. im very weak in this myself. i hate myself like this too. somehow im afraid of it because what happened before.

for both to maintain, you need to give each other the feeling of secure (widely known as 安全感 in chinese), all girls want this, all guys want this as well. If both side is giving enough 安全感 , automatically, trust will be there, and thus things will go smoothly and better. I believe many girls, including myself, needed this very much. girls can easily break down when sometimes the guys do not give enough of secure. girls will start to think a lot,etc,etc.

for both to maintain, you need to give love.

previously, i read jas's blog saying that girls get jealous very easily. I totally agreed with that. Its like a nature inside our heart (its like men have the nature of liking ego). My jealously is like worst of worst, its so fragile that even a feather-light feather touches it, it breaks. So, with trust, secure, and love, one will not have the feeling of jealously that much. Now you see how important they are.

Oh well, love, i hate u. and i love u too.

=)

1073.4

Miri Trip

This is our actually-Miri-but-no-jadi-trip, instead of going to Miri, which we were so excited about it days before that day, we went to Tutong, Seria and Kb. There were some reasons to which we canceled the Miri trip because of... I dont want to mention here. 

Anyhow, we still enjoyed our trip a lot! Let me tell you our story! =)

This is Tet, who drives us all the way to and back! Thanks man! and I really enjoyed the 180-190km/h speed on the highway. Wooosh~ =D

At first, we picked up CY,who has no idea that we canceled the trip, and she thought we are using Tet's car to go, we lied to her all the way after we finished our breakfast at Tutong, Mei Fang Kopitiam, which happens to be CY's Uncles' Kopitiam.

The panggang there was superb! Best that I ever had. Seriously =)

Proof that we were in Tutong. 

We even dropped by Tutong Beach, Pantai Kenangan. =D

Thanks to the inventor who invented self-timer! Hehe =D

bla bla bla~

Jas, who wore so nice, wanted to go miri kao zai shopping liao.

Hrmmm.. then, we dropped by Tutong HuaHo, eventhough the shops were all not in business yet. CY still in "dont-know" situation. Then when we were on the way to the car and move on with "our trip", we told her, and everyone looked disappointed. 

Hais..... 

Oh well...

Next stop is Seria town, 

Drank $1 ABC

Shopped at Plaza Seria (hrmmm)

Went to the arcade!

And took this!

We liked it!

Then, we went to OGDC! My very first time visiting there.

CY sibeh cute! maybe she was expressing herself in anger that we canceled the trip. Hheheheh. Next time do this pose when we take photos k! =D

We love the "earthquake room"!

Winnie sibeh silly.

We traveled back to 5 years old!

Like this one =)

...

Lastly, we arrived at KB, shopped a little, then limteh at Tet's dad's friend's restaurant, 11degree Sports Cafe. A very nice place! Good idea and great interior design, and good outside view of the river, the boss also runs a hotel in the same building. Cool eh~ 

With that, we ended our trip and head back Bandar.

So TIRED.

-THE END-

For more photos, visit here.

Fun things to do when youre bored

When you're bored and wanted to do something at a re-union party.


Its a good thing you have a digital cam with you.

and some really funny friends..






Take some self-timer photos...


But not always in a proper way...



do silly stuff like these....











Blehs :P

Click here for more photos during Mr.Lim's return party!

and also Shandy's house bbq~ =)

=D